This is My Life

YES!!

2008-09-26T20:46:12Z

Life is like a million times better now!!!!

the paper went to press so that stress is over with!!

happy now.. time for a great weekend!!!

blueyedgirl10 @ 2008-09-13T21:32:00

2008-09-14T01:36:44Z

wow... so i haven't been on in forever......... its been like weeks, but not really anyone else has either.. so i guess it is okay..

so school... classes are getting better and harder.. ugh... but its okay.. i am just really looking forward to finishing and moving on with my life..

today i was soo busy running around looking for ads but we didn't get any :(
its just so hard.. ugh..

then dinner thing @ rachel's was amazing!!!

can't wait for the next one!!

well thats all for now.. tomorrow i have church at 7:30 and then marie is in a tennis match at 10:30......so my day is basically taken.. busy weekend.. hopefully next week it will be more relaxed!!

Schedule!!

2008-08-16T01:45:26Z

I got my schedule today!! I'm pretty happy with my classes.. the only problem is that I am missing US History, but i am thinking i will switch a semester of newspaper for it!! Other than that I want to know who is in my classes!!

Semester 1
English 3 AP.. Goff
Chemistry H... Weeks
Newspaper...Deas
Spanish 1...Herzog

Semester 2
English 3 AP.. Goff
Pre-Cal... Karpinski
Spanish 2... Smith
Newspaper.. Deas (but i think i have to get this changed to US History)

the scary part is knowing that time is running out...

2008-08-10T02:29:21Z

so the past two days i have been at CFHS working on redesigning the newspaper with justin and kristen. and it actually went really well i think. we got a lot of work done and i am actually really proud of it. i am really starting to get into this whole editor thing..

now the whole summer reading project.. ugh that is not going so well.. so far i am barely half way through my first book.. reading is just not happening right now.. i guess i will just make myself finish them this week..

i can not believe that the school year will be starting in 2 weeks!!! it has to be impossible.. since it seems like we just took exams yesterday.

so i guess i better get back to reading...

they are gone..

2008-07-29T22:47:57Z

well today at 9:30 i was put to sleep and had my wisdom teeth removed. The surgery part went well.. mostly because i was unaware it was happening..
i'm still kindof numb right now, which is killing me. I don't have much pain.. thanks to this amazing pain killer. and i am on two other meds to help me stay infection free..
so im a little sore, but i'm hoping that tomorrow will be better.
just wanted to update everyone..
oh is anyone else going to the movies on friday with kenny to see the third mummy movie??

I have really been slacking this summer...

2008-06-25T22:53:45Z

i haven't been on in forever.. but neither has anyone else so i guess it is all good.

so this summer... nothing big has really happend.. I taught vacation bible school last week.. it was fun, but all of the older women there were convinced that i was a junior in college. sorry to disappoint..

oh and yesterday i found out i need my wisdom teeth out.. so i am going to try to do that before school starts.. i'm really not looking forward to it, but i know it has to be done.

i've been trying to figure out some stuff for newspaper.. im really excited about next year.

oh and after the 4th of July i am going to visit some college campuses to see if i could imagine myself there.. that should be fun. Its really crazy to think that in 2 years i will be getting ready to attend one of them..

other than that, my summer has been really relaxed.. and a much needed break!! I'm going to a tennis tournamnet in prestwick on saturday which should be fun.. hopefully, since i have to be there by 8 i think..

oh, lizzi got her permit on monday.. so watch out.. she is driving!!

The beginning of summer..

2008-06-09T20:06:01Z

wow.. so on sunday I babysat Issak (7) and Jordan (5)... ugh.. it was nice to see them again (they use to live next door and now they live in Deerfield) but i was so happy when i got to leave. I guess they were cuter and nicer when they were younger. They were in trouble for not cleaning their playroom so i was incharge of having them clean it.. nightmare...

basically, they kept asking me to help them.. which would lead to me doing everything and the whole time they were arguing over who would get to hold their new kitten.. i feel bad for the poor thing...

but finally they finished.. it took them like 2 hours... and then we went outside to play in the pool... its one of those kiddy pools.

Jordan asks me to put the pool in the shade b/c she doesn't like the sun, so i did as she requested and then filled it with water. Then i go to the other side of the yard to check on her brother and she is screaming b/c the water is to cold. And guess what she wants me to move the pool full of water into the sun. And when i tell her i can't do that, she asks me to boil some water and put it in the pool... finally i just said that pool time was over.

Then their parents call and say that they are going to be late... this made my day... so now i have two grumpy kids, a depressed dog, and a cat that is scared of the kids. Yea, it was a lovely afternoon.

But i made $30 so i guess that kindof made up for it..

Well thats how my summer started.. i can only hope for it to get better :)

So all of the band people got positions...

2008-06-04T22:43:42Z

and I did too!! I am the editor of the Native Voice!! Ahh!! I am super excited right now!! **smilies**

So i am pumped b/c of that.. nothing can ruin my day now!! And i am not even all that worried about exams tomorrrow.. i think that i have learned all that i am going to know and i am just going to chill tonight.. but i may just review a little. :)

i finally feel like my life is going in the right direction!! next year is going to be amazing, even despite that most of my friends will be graduating.. but i can't wait for it all to start!!

...i am really hyper right now.. today has been amazing!! I had cake and tacos!! ha.. i could use more of these good days!!

so only 2 more days of school.. i can't wait for summer!!

Wow.. school is almost over!!

2008-05-23T01:39:18Z

yes! the year is finally almost over.. acutally i am going to be kindof sad for it to be gone. But right now i am loving life.. i get to take newspaper next year (thank God and mom) which is amazing and i got to see becca today. Plus my day went pretty well.

i am just beaming.. life is good. This is like the happiest that i have been in like weeks!!

but ugh..i have a math quiz tomorrow.. which i will probably fail... i guess i will go to tutoring tomorrow morning.. but i really hate doing that b/c there are a bunch of math tech kids in there being stupid and mr mook is almost never there. i really need to find someone to help me study for my final and teach me all of the lessons that i have been lost on.. i really need an angel.. or a mircle!!

well i just felt like writing something b/c it has been along time since i have posted.. i promise to write more later.. maybe after school gets out.

blueyedgirl10 @ 2008-05-08T17:08:00

2008-05-08T21:12:40Z

wow so last night i found out that the class that i teach at my church will most likely be elimated for next year.. sigh.. but i am trying to see the positive in it.. hey who knows, i maybe able to move up with my class.. haha wouldn't that be funny..

so this weeked, i am taking one of the kids i use to babysit to a birthday party at Nascar.. it should be fun.. ofcourse i will have to spend the afternoon with the other kids parents, but atleast i get paid..

i just can't wait for tomorrow to be over!!

only... 19 school days left for this year!!

its been awhile..

2008-04-22T21:51:35Z

wow so i just checked and it has been like 3 weeks since i have been on.. wow thats a really long time for me. I guess that i have just been really busy.

Well, i had the stupid HSAP testing today.. it pretty much sucked and was really boring. Only 2 more days left.. but i got out of math so i guess that there was some positive parts..

tomorrow we are suppose to go to press in newspaper.. i don't think it will happen, but oh well... i have a lot of work to still do on my article..

so tomorrow should be stressful.. ugh.. i really need a stress free weekend.. anyone want to do something.. i am up for anything.. i just want to be a careless teen and not worry about everything!

yea so this is basically it for now..

its slowly coming to an end...

2008-03-30T16:47:53Z

wow.. its hard to believe that spring break is almost over =(
had some fun times, cried a little, laughted, remembered, hoped... i had some tense times this week, but overall i had fun.. have some stories to tell on monday.. ugh i really don't want to go back to school yet!

right now i am kindof bored...

i really don't have much to say, i just decided that i should write something... so yea, i will see everyone tomorrow.

i was looking forward to this??

2008-03-21T02:03:31Z

so today starts spring break.. man i have been looking forward to this break forever!! but of course my joy has to be ruined by him..
so dad announces today that he is off all next week.. good bye spring break... its going to be impossible to enjoy myself with him here..

ugh.. i am really considering going to nc with my neighbor and her daughter... but she smokes and i really can't breathe in it.. so that would suck, but i would get to go to a zoo and get away from my father..

i guess i will go to a couple of justin's soccer games.. that will get me out of the house for a few evenings.. and i guess i will try to fill the rest of my time off with avoiding him..

see basically, me and my father only fight when we are together.. and i really look forward to having some time at home without him.. i know that sounds really bad, buts thats the releationship that we have..

in a sense we are all unhappy.. my dad thought that we would be in school this week.. see he didn't want to spend time with us anyways..

oh well, so i have tomorrow and saturday before he goes on vacation.. ugh so if anyone wants to rescue me.. i am avaible just about any day!! and elizabeth we need to decide what day to do something!!

so i hope that everyone else's spring break is going better than mine.. wow and we have only been on break for a few hours..

crying is just a part of life...

2008-03-11T20:53:40Z

lizzie gets back from DC tonight.. i guess i should be happy, but im kindof not.. i mean i did miss her a little bit, but overally being the only person using my bathroom this week has been nice!! :)

so today... it started off somewhat okay, then then just exploded into horriableness.. (is that a word??) i guess it was kindof bad from the beginning...

dad and i managed to have a fight before 7:30 this morning over his car.. so basically he was just sitting in the kitchen watching me get ready (i was running late) and then i go to leave and notice his car is parked behind mine.. fight #1 for the day.. :(

then i guess school was okay for the most part.. i got to see mr calder today.. that was nice..

dalton pissed me off this afternoon, but i am starting to get used to that... it seems like no matter how many things he does i just can't get him out of my life... i mean he has been there for 5 years, i can't imagine life without him... idk sometimes he can be great, while other times i wish i would have never meet him..

i have been crying a lot lately.. i really have not clue why.. i guess that it is just life.. drama.. by the way i hate drama, but it always seems to follow me..

im looking forward to spring break!! atleast that will lighten my tunnel.. oh and i need help in math.. i am so lost.. eiler isn't doing such a good job as a tutor...

i have been thinking about paula a lot lately.. i really miss her so much!!

thats all i have for now..

Okay, so jordan posted this first...

2008-03-09T20:06:19Z

But, its so cute and it made my day and maybe it will make someone elses!!

we don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.

let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my
tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry ass, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance

Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this

*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.
*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.

doesn't it just make your day so much better?? well it helped mine!!

the week is almost over!!!

2008-02-29T02:20:31Z

I am so excited.. tomorrow is friday!!! i have been looking forward to this all week.. and i have no clue why.. i am just really hyper and happy right now.. which is a total opposite from where i was the last time that i posted!!

this weekend is going to be amazing!! i have marie's tennis tournment on saturday. i can't wait to see her play, but it is going to be freezing outside!! i am still so happy anyways!!

and i feel like all of the pressure for this week is over.. i mean i have a simple test in world history tomorrow and a math test.. which suprisingly i am getting better at!! and then newspaper is basically an easy class, and then in law ed we are doing a project in the library and i have already finished.
yea so back to math.. i really hate how mr mook teaches the class, but i am beginning to like him as a person.. he is actually really funny, its like his humor makes the class go by so much faster!! idk i guess he is growing on me..

but yea and on sunday i do the whole church thing.. which is good, i guess, i really don't like the new priest, but oh well..

oh my dad's birthday is on saturday.. i got him a present, which i hope he likes.. i really hope that we don't have another christmas where he is all not happy with his gifts.. its just so hard to buy him something!!

well i got to go study and then sleep.. gosh i need sleep so badly..

What a day today was...

2008-02-19T23:12:22Z

i am so happy that today is almost over....ugh!! it was one of the most stressful days that i have had in a long time.. so it all began this morning..
i didn't want to get up, but i did and i straightend my hair, and then i was getting ready to leave and i noticed that my mom left her lunch at home..
so being a good daughter, i went to forestbrook elementary to give it to her and i hit my car on a curb.. but don't worry shes okay!!

and then i get to school and go to tutoring with mook (he is the worst tutor ever!!) and then i went to world history and i failed a test..

and then newspaper was stressful. we didn't make it to press today and i spend the class working on Katie's article b/c she is on a cruise (lucky her!!)
and i barely had a lunch.. which i really could have used today b/c i didn't eat anything this morning. and i forgot to ask daravie what she wants for her birthday... ugh i had to go over to kevin today and have him cheer me up.. he is like my rock.. i am going to miss him so much next year :( when he goes to college..

then i had to go to law ed. which was usually boring today and then i went to pick up an ad and the guy was like oh maybe next time.. so yea my day bacially sucked.. how was yours???

hopefully tomorrow will be better..

the past week......

2008-02-16T19:29:54Z

wow.. so i have been unable to post my entire life for the past week because i have been sick with the flu.. so here i go..

lets start on friday night.. linda came over and picked me up at like 9:20ish and we went to terry's for lindsay's suprise party.. it was fun, but interesting, one of terry's dogs hated me, but it was all good. there weren't as many people there as i thought there would be. It was basically linda, lindsey, terry, saul, bradley, jackie, ben, amanda, candance, and me. But we had fun. then i came home, showered, and went to bed.

saturday i woke up and picked up Kenny and went to the church to help with the second graders. my group was so cute.. they were amazing good listeners, but some had some sad stories. like this one girl's 4 yr old brother was coming home from the hospital soon after he was hit by a trailer.. i was like Omg!! but yea it was a good experience overall..

then came sunday-- i slept the entire day and basically felt miserable.

on monday i went to the doctor where they had to draw blood twice and got some meds. those meds were amazing!!
tuesday i felt a lot better.. thanks to those miracle pills.. :)

wednesday i was bored to death and wanted to come back to school, but the doctor said i had to be out one week..

thursday lizzi stayed home b/c i got her sick too!!

and on friday i begged my mom to let me back to school and she said yes.. and luckily i have very little makeup work!! except i have to spend tuesday morning with mr mook.. ugh i hate math!!

so yea, that was basically my week. i am so happy that i am feeling better and i was so suprised by how many people missed me. like when sam came over thursday night, she would not let go and then on friday she kept saying i am so happy that you are back. and elizabeth ran to me when she saw me and daravie gave me a wonderful hug and some random person i don't reallly know seemed happy that i was feeling better, i am really lucky to have such great friends!!

have a great weekend everyone.. see you are tuesday!!

Not So Sick

2008-02-13T18:28:45Z

I have been sick for the past few days with the flu, but now i feel almost perfect. the only problem that i have is a cough, a runny nose, and my calfs ache. other then that, i feel great. And i am bored out of my mine at home. I wish i could come back to school, but my doctor wants me to stay out of school until Tuesday... i am going crazy.. not to mention that i am falling so behind in all of my classes..

i feel so horrible staying home when i feel almost perfectly fine. i never thought that i would miss school so much. I miss all of my friends and i even miss my math class (and i hate math!!).

I think that i am going to be in school on Friday!! I am so excited!!

ps- Daravie... i promise when i come back(whenever that will be) i will have some great stories to tell during lunch.. i have a whole weekend saved up LOL!!

mary

its been awhile since i have been on...

2008-02-05T23:55:54Z

i really can't remember the last time i was on so i decided that it would be good to post.. today was a good day at school, althought i am totally lost in math.. and the worst part is that eiler, who was going to tutor me is just as lost as i am.. so i have to find a smart person.. i remember when i was one of those..

tomorrow is ash wednesday and i still haven't decided what to give up for lent and i am some what dreading church tomorrow night with the kindergardeners.. ugh it will be a long night!!

my mom like killed her back so she is sick and i was in charge of dinner and basically i am tired and really for this day to end.. but lucky me i still have dishes and homework waiting for me.. oh well i better go and do that..

and the weekend is almost over...

2008-01-27T21:11:04Z

not looking forward to tomorrow in algebra II, i have a very strong feeling that i failed my test on friday..oh well.. i really need a tutor already and the semester has just begun.. any one interested?? hmm... so this weekend i babysat and went to walmart, but other than that, thats it.. i guess that i really should be getting ready for church now... talk to everyone tomorrow.

The time has come...

2008-01-21T23:28:24Z

so the time has finally and regretably come... starting tomorrow we have new classes.. i am both excited and dreading this next step in high school.. even though i am so happy that i will be leaving some classes, i will really miss some of the people in a few of my classes.. ugh.. oh well here is my schedule:
world history honors- boyle
algerbra II- mook
newspaper- deas
foods and nutrient- giles
as of right now, i know that calli is in boyle's class, but thats all other than newspaper..
see everyone tomorrow.

Dancing Where the Stars Go Blue..

2008-01-17T21:33:51Z

so today was the last day of school for this semester.. and i have mixed feelings... don't get me wrong i am so happy that we have a 4 day vacation from school and no homework, but i am really going to miss some of my class.. like today in english, mark and i found out that we had no classes together next semester.. which is really sad because we have grown really close this past semester.. (like a brother/sister relationship) and i am so going to miss those fun times in public speaking.. i mean how many classes have you had where four of your friends got up on stage and sang happy birthday to you??
And i will miss newspaper possible the most!! Daravie, we have to find a way to hang out still.. gosh, i really don't know what i will do next week without you and justin.. my life is going to be so boring... sigh...
well, i guess i have to look to the positive, that i will be meeting new people and having new experiences with a whole new bunch of people...
so in other news... i have heard through my "sources" that student council is thinking about some fundraisers for valentines day... some of them were really cute.. like one day they are thinking about giving every guy a ribbon and he gets to give it to the girl of his choice and then vice versa.. so sweet...
k so this weekend.. does anyone want to do something this weekend?? i am up for anything!!

16th Birthday!!

2008-01-15T22:11:31Z

So i am offically a year older!! yay!! I had an amazing day!! Elizabeth.. i love the balloon to death, and the cake was OMG good!!! and ricky and ryan, and elizabeth h. and alicia and sam and a few ppl from newspaper loved it too!! I had a superior day! and i could not have asked for a better one!!
so i had to stand on stage today in public speaking and have liane, jenn, nick, and mark sing Happy Birthday to me... it was great!! i loved it!! i have amazing friends..
So i am all similes right now.. talk to everyone later.. and thank you everyone that said Happy Birthday to me... it means so much to me!!
Now i have to study for finall!! great!! :)

blueyedgirl10 @ 2008-01-12T10:22:00

2008-01-12T15:31:33Z

so today i am like so busy... i have to study for exams ugh!! and write a research paper which is my final grade in english... not to mention get ready for my debate against mark on monday with ms. masterson's entire 2nd block watching. I really can't wait for this all to be over.. but in a way i want next week to last. i am so afraid that in some classes, like newspaper, i will lose contact with the friends i have made.. switching classes really sucks. but i am looking forward to my birthday... only 3days away!! but i am kindof scared what may happen...oh well. well i guess i better get started..its going to be a long day full of work!